Wasted so much time, money and fucking optimism just to get fucked in the ass by my efforts. This always happens to me. Every girl I come out of my fucking shell for. 1200 miles away from all my friends and family for what?I thought I’d be spending my life with a girl who could carefuckingless about me now. It stops here. Right now. Anything with a uterus is the fucking enemy. I refuse to play this stupid game anymore. I always lose.

