“I’m not a smart man…but I know what love is.”-Forrest Gump
I am a smart man…and I do know what the fuck love is. I would have never moved away from all of my best friends whom I love dearly to fucking Texas had I not thought I was in fucking love and that I wanted to marry this girl. It’s hard to watch the person you make that kind of sacrifice for jusy disregard it and it makes you feel really fucking pathetic. I’m knee deep in research now and to change advisors being this specifically into my research would coat me two years. I’m stuck here for the next year and half. I will never follow my heart again. I should have used logic before…but we can all atest that love can do some weird shit to your brain. I’m sorry to all my close friends for leaving the area that actually respected me and loved me for a girl. That guilt along with the fact that it was a waste of my time and money weighs heavily on my heart.
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